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November 24

my love will get you home

If you wander off too far
My love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home Boy
My love will get you home
If the bright lights blinds your eyes
My love will get you home
If your troubles break your stride
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home Boy
My love will get you home
If you ever feel ashame
My love will get you home
If its only you to blame
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home Boy
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home Boy
My love will get you home Boy
My love will get you home

November 06

夜夜夜夜

关灯- 失眠 -烟- 辗转- 宿醉- 清醒- 头痛- 凉水- 浓妆- 微笑

对镜中的自己说

今天一定会更好!!!


November 03

混外企的日子

混进了这家外企, 不知不觉也做了好几年了, 感慨 A--Z

  Ambition                       如果没有野心的员工不是好员工,我愿意做一个默默无闻的好员工
                     Bon voyage                 祝那个为理想而牺牲幸福的人一路平安
                   Christening                 职场的洗礼给逃出象牙塔的灵魂镀上了一层不锈钢
                  Disaster                   面对灾难,生命是如此渺小而脆弱,所以我们更要珍惜每一天,顽强不屈地生活下去
                 Eclat                     LANVIN的光韵无处不在如影随形
                Frustration             挫折存在的意义在于每一个战胜它的瞬间
                 Gravity                 抵抗地心引力的唯一方法就是不断地作向上运动
                  HID                      Headache, Insomnia, Depression
                   Immunity                免疫的最高境界即百毒不侵宠辱不惊
                    Jungle law               弱肉强食
                      kindredship             航运业——近亲繁殖的大家族
                       Low-keyed             潜龙,勿用
                        Miss                      是女子,是思念,是错过。。。
                       Negotiation             可以通过谈判来解决的问题都不是问题
                      Overwork               当加班成为生活不可或缺的一部分,就沦落为了工作狂
                     Promotion              基层小员工的晋升在于踩着自己往上爬
                   Quotation               任何付出都可以报价,不求回报的付出就是赠品
                  Re-position            只有不断的定位和调整目标,才能保证永远在正确的方向上前进
                  Stress                    没有压力就没有动力
                   Target                    目标不对,努力白费
                    Universe                   握紧双拳,手中空无一物;张开双臂,就能拥抱全世界
                     Vision                        肉眼看不清的时候,用心眼去看
                      Weight                       物质的堆砌并不能增加灵魂的重量
                       X-game                       在生活这场极限运动里,最难的是超越自己
                     Youth                          把青春献给工作
                   Zeitgeist                      与时俱进
October 25

sunday morning


everyone is still sleeping..the house is so quiet
trying to search for some noise, but I can’t find it
depressed like a puppy, looking down and lost in thoughts
missing you like you wouldn't believe, and myself too
 
since when alcohol stopped working on me?
i can't even get numb no matter how hard i try
scared like kitten, looking for home and staying strong
needing you like you wouldn’t believe, and myself too


 


September 26

sad

I don't know what to feel
Heart is dead
Mind confused
Don't know what to do
Feel sad for many reasons

Eyes crying
Body dying

No sound of hope
Just quiet humming
And distant echoes mourning

The tears roll down my cheek,
The taste of salt bitter on my lips,
Just as the taste of the world leaves me weak,
My tears leave me battered as if from whips.
The whips of pain,
The whips I can not contain.


and no one knows why............





September 21

lost

so lost
dont know what to do anymore
its not me, i guess..........
dont even know what keeps me going anymore..........
the goal.........
the future...........
or what i m looking for..............
????????????????????????????/

August 21

NO NAME

以为自己可以一如既往的过的很好, 每天很早起床, 上班, 很晚回家, 下班............ 生活没有目的, 为了工作而工作...........
好像已经忘了, 直到今天...........
整整对着电脑发了好久的呆, 不知道做什么好

为什么还要回来...........
我的痛不是你一句SORRY就可以都过去了..........

你说 if you love someone, should set her free
但是知道吗, 自由了太久的心也是要靠岸的
曾经傻到以为自己做错, 所以你走了
以为自己过的去, 为什么还要在伤口上撒盐.........

今天朋友说不要把心交给不值得你的人
因为那太珍贵了
曾经是那么那么的不顾一切
以为可以得到我想要的结果
可以放下一切的为你
我得到了什么...............

爱或不爱........
罢了, 罢了

April 18

no mane

童年时, 盼望长大
因为可以做很多小时候不能做的事
无所顾忌
希望的成熟

成年后, 期盼童年
无知的童趣
没有彷徨的快乐

年少时, 希望恋爱
朦胧的好感
青涩的恋情

长大后, 希望从来没有爱过
痛苦的
长长的
回忆
让人心疼

像是年少时, 经常生病
中药的味道
好苦好苦
一直不曾忘记
妈妈试着给颗糖
但是苦还是苦
刻骨铭心

长大后, 也经常生病
可是告诉自己
要坚强, 不哭
不管未来的路多苦多难
都要好好的一路走下去





March 03

太委屈

心里空荡荡的
没着没落
以为让自己忙碌可以忘记
可是没有.......

爱你爱到无法自拔
哭到没有眼泪
心力憔悴!!!

试图把你忘记
可是你还是会在梦里出现
以为可以触碰到你
却发觉我们好远好远
手指在空气里的感觉
虚无缥缈.........

心里还是你
不依不饶
在脑海里.......

可是亲爱的,
你怎么不在我身边??!!

你知道吗
我真的很难过
他们说爱需要缘分
以为我们的缘分到了
才发觉自己太傻

用自己受伤的心
去触摸你空虚的灵魂

也许感情的付出真的不是真心就会有结果的

以为你会心疼..........
可能自己又错了

我的眼泪
你永远看不见
我的心痛
你永远不在乎

你怎么舍得让我这么难过
泪如雨下.........
心如刀割.........

爱你爱的太委屈!!!!!
February 28

hiding is not the way!!!

do i ask 2 much?
why u suddenly disappear
cant find u nowhere
left me all alone in the loneliness, sadness and darkness

is everything all joke to u?
i am so lost
just want an answer........
weather yes, weather no
hiding is not the way, babe


thought i am a strong girl
not gonna cry
but thinking about u..........
guess i was wrong!

u hurt me deep this time

been waiting all these time
ment nothing to u
my love
did u ever care?


hope someday when u read this, know that u just lost someone great!!!!!!!!!!!!





February 26

一个字, 

不愿多想, 

可还是会情不自禁的想你,任自己的思绪慢无目的的飘啊飘

想你, 没有理由

痛到没有自我

分不清方向

问自己真的过的去吗?

真的放的下吗?

麻木自己也许是现在唯一可以做的事

酒精是个好东西

到底忘不了的是这个人还是这份感情

爱了

痛了

哭了

累了

依然执着  

December 11

for u, for Dec, 9th, 2006

I carry ur heart with me.
I carry it in my heart.
I am never without it.
Anywhere i go, u go, my dear.
And whatever is done by only me......
is ur doing, my darling.
I fear no fate......
for u r my fate, my sweet.
I want no world, for, beatutiful......
u r my world, my true.
Here is the deepest secret no one knows.
Here is the root of the root......
and the bud of the bud.......
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life......
which grows higher than the soul can hope......
or mind can hide.
It is the wonder thats keeping the stars apart.
I carry ur heart.
I carry it in my heart!
July 21

单身女人的十四种孤独

1.下班回家,屋里永远没有灯光,唯一一次有灯光是因为小偷的光临。

2.周末一时兴起,一个人骑单车去郊游,却碰上一场大雨,躲在陌生的屋檐下,拿起手机,却不知道该打给谁。

3.经常登录MSN和QQ,对着一大堆陌生的名字发呆,却从来没有找过谁聊天。

4.一个人住,再加一条小狗,它聪明到几乎可以听懂你所有的语言。在你发呆的时候,它也会温柔地对着你叹气。

5.最经常的消遣是一个人在咖啡厅,喝着咖啡落寞地望着窗外。

6.晚上突然想起某个人,就会一个人独自哭泣,哭完了擦干眼泪,然后喝杯牛奶入睡。

7.身上最重要的东西就是钥匙,家里最重要的东西就是闹钟。

8.宁愿家中一直保持不整洁的状态,一旦整洁就觉得害怕起来。

9.在两个星期的中间,家里的门只响了两次。周五下班回来,周一一早上班出去。

10.晚上电视都是设定“定时关闭”,只是为了在有声音的状态中入睡。

11.床头永远有一个很大的毛绒公仔,在辗转反侧的时候可以抱着入睡。

12.无聊的时候喝酒,听身边的朋友大哭着诉说失恋,自己心里很乱,可是却不知道该想起谁。

13.每年的情人节就像一场灾难,只好请病假,然后关掉手机,外加吃了4片安定。

14.一个人走在喧闹的街上,一个人走在深夜的街上。花开了,雨下了,风起了,雪飘了,天好蓝,湖水清凉,月亮好圆。 

July 18

appreciate

Too often we don't realize what we have until it is gone,
Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong."
 
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts,
And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart.
 
Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds,
And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind.
 
So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you,
Take that time to say the words before your time is through.
 
Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got,
And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a  lot.
 

ming elsa

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